Nelly Furtado Hey Man

Nelly Furtado, MOTM

I haven't written anything about the marathon or the 40 mile birthday run because I'm still processing what these events mean to me, the marathon race is so far the toughest challenge that I've attempted because of the distress my body feels and I try to be conservative and smart with my execution of the race but the bottom line is that I reach a distinct end in my energy supply and it's never at mile 26.2, it's always before that but this time my end came at mile 24 and that was a ton better than what it was the year prior when it came at mile 20 and felt in trouble but how I feel when it's over is what i really focus on a sense of accomplishment is a positive result and worth all the effort the 40 mile birthday run was also a good challenge one that didn't deplete me as I had predicted but I also paced myself not at race pace but at a pace that would allow me to complete that mission, with the running support of my neighbor Toni, and finally at the end of it I was very tired and slept snugly and now on to wonder exactly where all this ultra running will take me ultimately, and these fairly big weeks of summer mileage, wanting to discover if my dream to run a 100 mile race is really a reasonable one, feeling that fit and that trim, fit and trim enough to complete that race within a 24 hour period would have to be my goal and I won't start it unless i felt certain thankfully I know myself well enough to make the appropriate prediction there before the event so I guess maybe i'll start looking for a 100 mile race and see what comes of it so I chose Nelly Furtado for the MOTM because it was her song that got me stoked for the marathon 'Hey, man!' and my kids like her too which is fun for all of us, her dj scratching very well produced songs all have very real requests inside them and they are tender things i relate to because complicated relationships can be trying and celebratory and intense and lovable and frustrating and new and exhausting even the relationships we have with our children shift across a spectrum of emotions and energy and sometimes, when it feels like I am not recognising my son as he grows and reaches out, it's totally vital to listen to a song that draws it all back together neatly so I don't lose sight of how to really love them and what they do/who they are that gives me a charge and makes me proud and swell with joy, after all, when the day is over and they rest deeply I can do that also and know that we're safe and saved, sometimes maybe, by what we're delicately reminded of through a sweet song.